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January 1, 2013


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Another nonsense emo entry? You be the judge.

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 1, 2013, 5:22 AM
  • Mood: Torment
  • Listening to: None
  • Reading: Takatofan1986 aka. Daniel's commish
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  • Eating: None
  • Drinking: Water
Dear Devious Journal,

        Again, I was deep in thought and a bit on a meh again. Christmas and New Year have swiftly came and gone, then things will be back to what they were as all of us are now living the present, and yet again looking ahead at a still blank and uncertain future.

         I'd like to share this upon reflecting, and I also typed this down in Tumblr, though not sure if anybody will give a fuck about with my mental rants and nonsense there, but I do hope you give this temperamental soul a chance to pour out his weary mind.

It is sometimes the uncertainty of the future that makes people desire to cling to the pastó To relive the euphoria of what has already passed and to reunite with those no longer with them; Be it a friend, loved one or even the person of that was before, but no longer is today.

The bitterness of living the present can make a melancholic and battered soul look back; To be on the outside looking in at the cherished yesterday, and the denial of coping what now lies before him or her.

         That's all I have to say. Sorry about if I went about cussing like an irate madman or something.


Gundaam Jan 1, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
well i lost some friends that werent very good asosiation and plus they got me involved into trolling as a internet pass time. im grateful im no longer see them and i never will. Because of this i suffered a lot in the past, and yeah i quit that bad habit a long time ago and thus is plain ridiculous if you ask me:/

anyways thats behind and im glad i have real friends who support me through the hardest times and waiting wats new on the future for us..
There are times we have those nostalgic feelings back from long ago - if only some good reunions with old friends could happen more often!
First, I gotta laugh because, when I was looking quickly at this before opening it, I read, "A bit on meth again." And im like, "WHAT?!" XDDD

Okay serious now. :)

I feel the exact same way. I miss the friends I used to have.

Really though for me, I've noticed a bad thing, that throughout my life, I've rarely been happy in the moment, I always wish for the past. Friendships, situations, or, just wishing I could do things over. :/
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